Hey, Mr. Postman
Dear Mom,
Funny isn't it? by the time you're reading this, i must be dead but pls don't cry? It's enough that i won't be seeing you smile anymore, and i would as much as possible keep that image of u smiling rather than crying?
well, this is supposed to be a farewell letter but i don't wanna say goodbye. How about see you later? Someday we'll see eachother again? (OK MOM, i bet you're smiling now, cause for once, i am dramatic!)
First of all, thank you for giving me a home like no other. Thanks for giving me a place to look forward to everyday. Thank you for giving me a life filled with memories that I can cherrish forever. You're the best mom for me! Im sorry for the times i got you upset, i'm sory for the times i didn't follow your orders. I'm sorry for the times that i was hard headed. More importantly, Im sorry for the times i missed to give you a hug, a kiss or even say 'i love you' because i had somewhere to go. Mom, pls remember that you'll always be God's best gift to me. Love you!
Pls let Achi, dichi, carlo and dad know that i have always loved them even if i spend most of my time annoying them. Please let them know that all this time, i never meant to hurt them or make them cry. please let them know that i will always remember how they made me laugh and cry every time we're together. Because of that, i have with me the memories of having siblings that make you feel welcome anytime you want to go home. Again, thank you and i love you too!
Pls let my friends know that i would like to thank them for all the support and fun times that we've shared. I will surely miss their smiles, laughter and teasing. I will miss the times that we'll forget about everything and just laugh our lungs out. I will miss the times that I had a shoulder to cry on. I will miss the times when they adopt me everytime i don't have a place to go. I will miss the times that we shared food and took pictures. I will certainly miss every moment that we've spent together. However, everything comes to an end right? I'm just happy that my memories with them ended with a smile. Please tell them that in my burial, i want them to smile ok? Probably, i'll be smiling with them as well. In this way, i would feel that my funeral will just be like some other lunch time that we've spent together, smiling and laughing. Tell them that I love them too and I'm sorry if i had to say goodbye like this. Tell them that i will be seeing them soemtime again.
Pls let my teachers and yayas know that they have been second mothers to me, their guidance means a lot. though i dont show it often, i am grateful for everything they have taught and given me. Im sorry for he times i got them pissed. I really didn't mean it!:(
Finally, i would like my eulogy to be a happy one. Pls play the song "with a smile" by Eraserheads and "I'll Remember" by Madonna during my funeral. Finally, can everyone pls wear anything but black? Ifeel that black is such a dense color and besides making you look slim, it makes you really sad. I don't wanna have a sad death. Please, make it light for everyone? and i shall be happy watching you guys wherever I am.
P.S. I really meant it when i said i love you mom;)
Love with a thousand smiles,
Jeselle
